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I never thought my family was perfect but I knew we were well enough.

I was always particularly close with my parents, something a lot of people can't say. Mostly my mom but that's because my dad works so much that I'm not as close with him as I wish I was.

We get into fights, sure, but what family doesn't? I thought we were fine. We have money and my parents were going to renew their vows next month.

Then Dad drops a bomb on us. I guess so much stress was built up in him from working and all kinds of feelings and fear of death and his brother getting admitted to the hospital that he snapped. I wasn't there when it actually happened but he told my mom that he didn't want to be married anymore.

We never saw it coming. Really, we didn't. It just came out of nowhere. But before I knew it, Mom had gone away and moved back in with her mom and all of us were an emotional wreck. We still are, I guess. Now Mom's back living in the house but Dad's living somewhere else for a while.

I am pissed that Dad was hiding so much from us and that he was cheating on Mom. I don't know if he's still seeing her or not.

But don't get me wrong. That doesn't mean I had my father. I still love him and always will. And I do understand why he wanted to separate. I get it. That doesn't mean I like it.

And now I'm really scared. Mom told me today that she wants to die. She said that Dad only cares about himself and that she wants to die because she doesn't want to feel this way anymore. I don't buy that at all. If he didn't care he wouldn't still be letting her use their joined account. If he didn't care then he would have left her with nothing. But I'm now terrified to come home to find my mother dead on the floor somewhere.

As for my dad, he says he needs some time to think. This isn't the first time my parents have been separated. I don't know why my mother is overreacting so much to this because I know this kind of thing has happened before. But it happened so long ago that I barely remember and it really hurts. I can barely stand being around her because she's so emotional but I can't leave. One, I have nowhere to go. Two, even if I did have somewhere to go, I don't want to leave because I'm afraid to leave her alone.

All I'm asking is for you guys reading this to send us some good thoughts. We could use it. Thank you.

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  • Current Residence: That place that has my stuff and my bed. I like that place.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Uh, medium? I guess?
  • Print preference: No understand. Boing.
  • Interests: Video games, sleeping, listening to music, roleplaying...that's about it
  • Favourite movie: Uh...Don't have one. Not a huge movie person.
  • Favourite band or musician: Meh, don't really care. If it's good, I'll listen.
  • Favourite genre of music: Again, don't care.
  • Favourite artist: Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....*drool* ...Der? What was I doing?
  • Favourite poet or writer: Bleh, my poems suck ><
  • Favourite photographer: Probably my mom *snuggles*
  • Favourite style of art: Uh, uh....YOUR MOM! *chucks Pepsi can at your head*
  • Operating System: Windows 7. It's very...strange.
  • MP3 player of choice: ...My iPod? O.o
  • Shell of choice: *does the Shell spell from Final Fantasy*
  • Wallpaper of choice: Silver OwO *glomps him*
  • Skin of choice: I want fur...and a tail XD Tails are cool ^_^
  • Favourite game: Kirby 64: The Crystal Shards <3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ah, so many choices...
  • Favourite cartoon character: Fucking Sonic the Hedgehog, baby!
  • Personal Quote: Poyo?
  • Tools of the Trade: Whuzzat? O_o

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~shadythecat Nov 12, 2011   Digital Artist
thanks for the watch ! n.n

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:iconsonicspeedluv2654:
You're welcome! Sorry for the massive fave fest I did, but I love your work :D

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~shadythecat Nov 12, 2011   Digital Artist
hehe no problem ;3

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*Goddess9Rouge Oct 28, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch ;p

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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's September 16th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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Hello!:iconbummiesplz:
Happy early birthday!
Hope you have a good one!


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:iconsonicspeedluv2654:
Haha! Thank you! :D

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You're welcome!

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Iz stalking your page :p

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D:!!!!!

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Give it some words, and
Sweet harmony.
Raise your voices
All day long now love grows strong now.
Sing a melody of love,
Oh, love...~


"Time to scramble some Eggman: Super Sonic Style!" - Sonic the Hedgehog
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